Bitch be gone!

I plan on making this entry short and sweet....

12 months ago the dead weight which was sucking the life and money from me has gone, gone forever from my life! And you know how I feel about this 12 months down the track...GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE! The ex-woman is gone and I couldn't be happier and truth be told I never want to hear from her ever again in my life...EVER!!!

So if you are reading this, do me a favour and please fuck off...forever!

I love my life and where I am...the past will not interfere with my life for as long as I shall live on this planet!

I beat you!

Everyone thinks I don't deserve this award. I say to them FUCK YOU! I worked and showed interest in what I did and I earned this award. Sure I may not be the smartest student who achieves top marks, but I show a passion for what I do and this is my reward for that. Also I was given $500 prize money.
I will just say that the award was given to mature aged students studying in the field. Many students were nominated and a panel of staff chose me. I felt very lucky to get this and to have my wonderful partner with me on such an occasion.

A simple message

This is a simple message to those out there who may read this as to keep tabs on me.

1) I barely update this and when I do, I do it to complain cause I know hardly anyone is actually reading this.

2) I don't even know why I still have this! Maybe to vent, who knows *shrug*

But I will say one thing as a means to portray how I feel at this very moment with issues in my life which I don't want people to know about, and this includes friends of mine, close friends....



Thanks for reading!

The End of Uni!

So I've officially dropped out of uni. Yep, done! 6 months from finishing my degree and I dropped out. It wasn't helping me any more, I mean, seriously, bullshit classes which teach you nothing? Best thing I've done is to drop out and get back into the Workforce full time. Come to think of it, I could of saved a shit load of money if I didn't even go to uni, I could of stayed in the workforce and earn't a lot of money and have that apartment of mine, earning money from that! But noooo, I had to listen to a person (now an ex) and further my career for a future which never happened.

Meh, perhaps I was never cut out for it, learning once again after being out of school for so long. I just wish now I didn't have such a large bill to pay =\

My moment....only to be alone

I've been nominated for an award by UWS for Outstanding Work in the fields of Horticulture, Agriculture and Environmental Science...and no one seems to even care that I've worked hard to be nominated and awarded this. Seems I'll be alone to receive my award in July.

You would think that after trying my heart out, being nominated by my Unit coordinator as well as having others nominated that I would be chosen and they would feel happy for me, yet they don't! They believe I don't deserve this. Yes, I admit that I'm not the smartest mature aged person out there, but I show determination and passion in what I do. You don't believe me when I write this, you can piss off from my life because I earnt this, I worked hard, this is my moment!

In July as I mentioned, I'll be alone to receive my award, in front of many other families, teachers and peers from other UWS locations. I'm very proud of this award and in fact being nominated does so much for me, yet no one is there to see me in my proud moment.

Life. Love. Uni

This past month my life has gone in many directions. My Uni life has become so consumed I don't know what's happening half the time, and as of late my personal life has taken a turn, in the right direction of course, well mostly in the right direction. Its hard when you get to know someone on a close personal level, and than to have so much shit just dump on it...its not funny! It hinders all progress made and bonds made between them - yes them. When I look back at things, I can say that this semester at university has been my worst to date. If I manage to pass anything at all, I'd be a very happy man.

Fuck you world!

Dear world...

Would you really miss an individual if they no longer existed? Would there footprint ever make the world a better place? Would anyone care if an individual no longer existed? Would the world care if I no longer existed? Would you be happy that I no longer leave a footprint on the earth? Is there someone who would care if I no longer existed?

The answer is no.